I thought I would be out of the house by 1015, hello 11, yes, that's more like it. It was a smooth morning getting us all ready it just takes so much time to do it.
The ride was good, happy kiddos, chatted with my aunt. Got in the mall easily met my besties at sephora and the shopping started. Out of mascara-wahhhh...that's ok, I'll stop at Ulta! Scored a new lipstick though;) mama is very prepared with every kind of snack you could imagine so we hit up a couple more stores. Can't leave without a ride on the train and sweet Gia rode it for the first time with her friends!!! Ahhh so cute!
So I decided I would run to a couple more places across town. Got kids and stroller loaded up, nursed Roman, put on my boba wrap and off we went, feeling confident. Get to the store, got stroller out, tried to put Roman in wrap, and it's not on right, ok. Redo. Try again, nope. F this load it all back up, defeated. Let's hit up chick-fil-a. Went inside so kids could play since they have been pretty good, of course sis needed to be carried in...lol I mean just picture it, me, a carsest on my forearm, purse and diaper bag around me and a two year old hanging on me for dear life, so thankful Maddox was "helping" me carry the carsest! Ha! But oh it was so tasty so it was worth it. Of course mid-play Maddox has to pee...ok get your shoes on quickly...me, sis, Maddox, carsest with Roman and my bags allllllll to the restroom. And of course they had to slide one more time before we leave. As I'm watching I'm feeling confident I can go to Ulta, get my mascara and browse around. Until I try to load us up in the freezing. Ass. Cold. Are you kidding? How was it sixty degrees yesterday? I don't like winter. I just wanna be home. And so defeated again I just went home, called my sweet friend Leslie to chat and so so happy I did. I miss that girl. Once the husband got home he took us to target so I could browse my heart out and of course get a couple things I "needed" ha.
But at the end of the day I'm happy as can be. Defeated? Yes. Happy? For sure
Parents are supposed to be defeated, I mean you can't win them all! Do any of us really know what we are doing? It takes time to figure it out. Right now, it's just too hard for me to venture out alone. It's too cold, too hard and heavy to carry a carsest, I don't know how to work my baby wrap, and I'm nursing every three hours. If I need to get out I'll just have to stick to Walmart or wait for my husband to take me out! Time goes by so fast so I will just stay put and enjoy life inside the home for now. And I guess I'll order my mascara online!
I did get to do a new mask tonight and my skin feels flipping amazing!!!! So soft and just glowing!!!
I have some other Beaty favorites, I'll do a separate post for all of them!!!
What a day! Happy to be home on the couch snuggling with my baby and about to start the bb spinoff- "Better Call Saul" so excited!
So thankful for this life I live, God is so great!











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